Mixed Emotions

I hate you
You know I do
With the stupid things
And crazy ways
You drive me there
Talk shit
That's fair
I got you
In the end
Your voice
It echoes
It makes me insane
I detest how its stuck
Molded
Engraved
In my head
Bull shit
How your face
Always on my mind
In a crowd
Your not hard yo find
Cause your there
And I'm here
And the world won't stop
For you
Or for me
No
Yes
I don't know
But I do know
How much I say
I hate you
Cause my love for you
Increases
Inflates
Skyrockets
And it pisses me off
Caue your physical being
Isn't here for me
Don't you see
How much you mean to thee
What shall thy heart become
If such love did not coverth me
What shall thy heart be
If may not I allow such a wonder
To engulf my life complete
May the earth hold us firm
And the air tie our breathes together
Let the water in our bodies flow the same
And the fire of passion burn between us
And at last
Have our spirits dance the fields of glory for happy days
Cause a thousand knives are in my heart
Stuck like a person in quick sand
From previous lives in past
And yet you hold your knife
So big with might
Greater than the rest
The swordsman best
Yours can kill me
Mentally
Not yet physically
But still
A force beyond recognition
You may not know
Cause I will not show
How much control you have
Over me
My actions
My heart and mind
Too strong for me to fight
It depletes all my might
No doubt everyone knows
How much I hate you so
Cause my heart is in love
And that flows like a flood.